Looking for the White Flag - A Poem about Insomnia

I linger in my bed of penitence,
glued by repetitive thoughts
that hang from every strand of hair.
Ideas and images sting through my scalp
in a chaotic buzz, no one hears but me.
My overgrown body aches,
just as Gulliver’s might have ached
as he laid on 600 small beds sewn together.
I open my eyes
looking for the white flag
that can stop the fight.
I am here, in the darkness,
focusing on the present in a pointless attempt to escape it.
There is no white flag, just some white sheets
twisted shamelessly by my side.
They look like my shed body,
finally finding its rest.

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